Submerged

today I saw a van that was stuck under water up to its windows. the area around my house floods alot and by the looks of it this guy hydro planed off the road and now the only part of his car visible is the top. when the rain dries up hell have to fetch it out. what a shame. its an aweful hassle . not nearly as easy as a crash where insurance would make a quick and easy fix. this way is just as expernisve. but much less practical.

I find my self in the same situation with my faith. Theres a Girl that I should not be persuing. Were not equally yoked. but shes nice. and theres no one else. i only see her once in a blue moon. I like her sure. but i know that its not meant to be. so .. idont know what to do. Im taking her to prom.. so I cant decide which is worse

Tell her that i think its a bad idea that we go together cause its just gonna get us more attatched to something that wont last. ( a car crash of emotions)

or to take her and then she realizes that she drove 3 hours to go to prom with me and my heart isnt fully in it. ( a van sittin in the water)

I don't know. ive got myself in a pickle . i care about her.. shes like family.. but .. i want wats best. and she clouds my judgement. though Im really to blame for that one. IDK.

Pray for me please. Mabey one day Ill get my head on straight. I wish you all peace.