Im kinda like one of pavlovs dogs. See. when I get lonly i run to the first girl I see and hold on tight. Spending as much time (and money :( ) as possible together. Learning all about her . and getting to know her ( the king and I just popped into my head ). but its so unhealthy.
If lonleyness is the bell
And the Girl of my dreams is a cup of Koolaide
Then why am I drooling over nothing?
Ill wait for the Koolaide. Im sick of tricking myself into thinking that i've found the love of my life whenever the bell rings.
Lonleyness makes me crave companionship. But I won't be mislead by the bell.
I hope that we can all find Peace and Community in Gods family. As Brothers and Sisters in Christ.

3 comments:
Good post! Totally understand where you're coming from.
I wish you luck in getting your class to drool on command. That would be amazing.
P.S. also my favorite part of this post was "spending as much time (and money :( ) as possible together."
haha! girls are expensive. I would know.
i know what you mean, clinging to the first person you find. been there, done it so many times.
i think it has something to do with insecurity or maybe just being scared.
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