Cram!

so my time here at cram has been intense. well busy at best. yesterday i woke up at 630. i showered, ate breakfast. went to class by 8. 3 hours whent bye... I had an hour break so i used it to start a paper. Ate lunch and was at my second class by 1. Class got out at 230. i came back and wrote a paper about speaking intongyes until 5 (dinner). after dinner i came back and had a talk with a friend of mine. one of my pas (personel assisistants). then we had a group meeting and then i came home and wrote some more until 11. i got in a wrestling match and got turned into a pritzle. then i finished a take home test at 200 am. woke up this morning at 630. its been like this all the time.. im very tired.

Its been a while

It's been a while Since I could hold my head up high

its a stained song. and ive got to tell you ive fealt a litle staind lately.
Kentucky changed me
im sooo ready for a new chapter in my life.
now Im at cram... 3 weeks at taylor university.
I can finally hold my head up high!

Grace and Peace
Zach

dizzy

Last night I went to bed early. I fealt awfully dizzy. Like light headed. A little nausous ... but mostly just dizzy. I dropped my girl off at her house and she noticed something was wrong. She got so worried about me. I went home and fell right asleep. When I woke up this morning I reached for the cup of water on my night stand and in the motion of bringing my arm from one side of my body to the other my head was sent spinning and I missed the glass all together. Against my girls advice I went to school. The morning was filled with similar glimpses of virtigo. By lunch I fealt much better. My life has become very dizzy since i turned 18. Im so ready to live and yet I dont know what that is supposed to look like. Im gonna go pray now.
Zach

swing life away

It's been a long time since i've fealt like I could just swing life away. since ive been in a place where the friends make it home. I miss feeling at home. I miss living each day onfire for Christ and finding rest in the lawnchairs of friends that truley were brothers and sisters to me. hours spent talking, not havting to do anything. and yet helping eachother through everything. Idk. she makes me feel like that. but its an interesting time in life.. were all about to have the rug pulled out from under us... in the mean time.. watch this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C_WwsA_Ky-k

Combat

So here we find ourselves. silly as it may be.

She is so ready to go into battle... and I'm just trying to stay afloat.

Shes good for me ... you know... Its funny... shes teaching me just what I need...

How to listen.

Plans

I seem to be stressing over my failing plans

It'll be alright, its all in Gods hands...

Why is my eye so squintey?.. hm

The musical

So the 40 day bible has been interesting. im still caught up in exodus... wayyy behind.. but its cool. i need to get in the word more. tonite I went to our spring musical.. Grease. its funny how ronchy the story is.
everyone smokes, everone drinks. If you don't fit in the crowd that constantly fills themselves up with those things then you fit in with the prissy cheer leader crowd. the Jocks that want nothing but to be the best and if they arent the best they are nothing...
It appears there are two solutions to your problems. Conquor them in style ... or run from them with ciggaretts, alcohol, and other worldly crap.
I find myself stuck in the middle. "too weak to give in, too strong to lose"(foo fighters)
What I need to do is run to the cross. To stop feeling like I have to prove myself and to stop thinking that my dreams are too big for me to ever actually accomplish. I need to spend some time in quiet prayer to Jesus. I need to make sure that I'm living for him. cause i need to lose my life to save it. Hm. funny how that works. peace... zach