I thought I had to work today... alas i do not.
Its thursday. no class. no work.
I probably should do home work. But I wont.
I've become completly apatetic towards school.
Mabey I will go to the well and work out.
ill probably read my Bible. or draw.
or play some guitar.
idk. ive got to do something.
sitting here. . . is the worst.
I'm literally doing nothing.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Prophecy
So I've been up in the air recently.
Not about any particular thing... more just about anything.
Truly I am in the midst of a Marcian chrisis.
A text book case of Identity moratorium.
This is ok though. I have been thinking alot lately.
The idea of living simply is so apealing. This is a statement that carries a dual meaning.
to live simply coudl mean to live out of a van owning two pairs of underware and eating whatever God provides you... or it could mean not getting an education, not caring, and just doing whatever feels good at the time.
It would be so easy to run off to chicago, party on the weekends with friends, do a good deed here and there, get married, get divorced, get married again, own a crappy car, and rent an appartment.
this is me speaking as the hard rock on which the word of God falls.
then there is the option of getting a degree and buying a nice car and making payments and gettin gmarried and being committed and buying a house and having kids and living the american dream.
this is the seed that fell umong the thorns.
what I need to do is find out what it looks like for Gods word to sit well in me and to turn my stomache sour and to grow in me. I need to persevere this testing and make a decision.. im sick of this luke warm faith.
I want to let God do incredible things through me.
the bible talks about raising the dead and healing the sick in Jesus name.
Gahndi doesnt have crap on that.
So why do I not inherit that power. How do I become more in tune with the holy spirit.
Music?
People?
The Bible?
God where do you want me.
Im so upside down right now. I just want you to put some grass beneath my feet. Please.
Not about any particular thing... more just about anything.
Truly I am in the midst of a Marcian chrisis.
A text book case of Identity moratorium.
This is ok though. I have been thinking alot lately.
The idea of living simply is so apealing. This is a statement that carries a dual meaning.
to live simply coudl mean to live out of a van owning two pairs of underware and eating whatever God provides you... or it could mean not getting an education, not caring, and just doing whatever feels good at the time.
It would be so easy to run off to chicago, party on the weekends with friends, do a good deed here and there, get married, get divorced, get married again, own a crappy car, and rent an appartment.
this is me speaking as the hard rock on which the word of God falls.
then there is the option of getting a degree and buying a nice car and making payments and gettin gmarried and being committed and buying a house and having kids and living the american dream.
this is the seed that fell umong the thorns.
what I need to do is find out what it looks like for Gods word to sit well in me and to turn my stomache sour and to grow in me. I need to persevere this testing and make a decision.. im sick of this luke warm faith.
I want to let God do incredible things through me.
the bible talks about raising the dead and healing the sick in Jesus name.
Gahndi doesnt have crap on that.
So why do I not inherit that power. How do I become more in tune with the holy spirit.
Music?
People?
The Bible?
God where do you want me.
Im so upside down right now. I just want you to put some grass beneath my feet. Please.
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